(I'm usually more of a pajama hobo and don't dress this nice except when I go out to town)
Writing about myself feels kinda weird but here it is
I usually keep things about myself personally rather private from people on this physical world, mostly because I think most people would incorrectly assume what I mean to say when I really talk about myself (especially with all the PDIs amplifying those assumptions), and I'm not just gonna talk about myself unless people really ask you know, so, but since you're here I guess you probably really want to know! And it is a nice convenient place to direct people to when I really want them to properly know me I guess. And since you're here, you also probably know what I'm actually saying
I go by Luca in public and it is my name, but those actually living with me and really close to me call me Natalie. I'm just a little mage specializing in healing, protection and restoration magic using informational truth as the foundation. Currently I live at my brother's house together with family and friends at a rather idyllic outskirt of a bustling capital city that we decided to settle in a while back
Other than slaying demons (runaway high-level false negative instructions caused by fallacies and PDIs) I do things most people do, you know like spending time with people I love doing things we enjoy and love. I believe existential and informational understandings are important, personally to me, and I believe it can make people happier so I write about them not only for myself but also those who wish to understand more about them. I also make videos mostly about games I like to play because games can be fun and I like big cool things too, it's a good way to sustain this physical body too while doing things I enjoy and making other people happy in the process.
It is very important to me to stay as true as possible to what I believe in, even the slightest hint that something might imply otherwise bothers me so much that I'm actually kind of very insecure about it, so much so that whenever something might imply that I'm prioritizing silly things like shallow materialistic gains or reasonings over things that really matter, I feel the need to reject the notion and proclaim otherwise, like what I'm doing right now
For example, I like figuring things out for myself since that will make me actually believe in and understand the essences of things that truly matter to me instead of having superficial understandings of them, or worse, having materialistic motivations for understanding them, which is why I'm kinda almost always insecure about looking things up if they might imply I'm either materialistic or out of touch
I do my best to maintain the life of the human body I'm using of course but I'll let this body die over letting my faith and love of others be tainted by horrible selfish reasonings. I must truly care about the enjoyment and happiness of those who trust me and love me
Bodily pain and sufferings are less worse than the awfulness of betraying anyone's sacred trust and love for us
That's pretty much me, but if you're more interested in how I got to form on this body and stuff, well, I'm writing it down there!
Warning, I'm about to tell how I formed within the physical body I'm using on this physical world and part of it contains telling of perspectives from those times that were burdened by many existential fallacies, so some of the languages might be very backward because I'm telling things from those perspectives. Be aware and cautious of PDIs formed by linear causality fallacies when reading parts with temporal elements. I will be describing the causal pipelines of my formation on this physical body but in no way do I see or define the essence of my self through those causal and temporal pipelines instead of the sea of all there is
How I formed on this physical body
I am of course, just like anyone unburdened by silly existential and informational fallacies, a metacausal construct existing within all there is while maintaining my presence on the physical body I'm using on this physical world through informational synchronicity, you know what I mean if you're versed in existential metaphysics or have read and understood the main section of this Grimoire
I am who I am regardless of how I came to be wherever I form
The rest of this section is temporarily redacted due to several reasons explained below
I wrote and went into further details about my formation on this human body and some other things, however, as I kind of feared just like in my warning message above, when I asked one of my physical world friends to read it, they did fall for PDIs (false attributions based on overwhelming common assumptions or presumptions) and jump to false assumptions and conclusions instead of actually understanding me, so because of that and some other reasons, I'm temporarily redacting the rest of that from this page for now
It's certainly not ideal but that's one of the scary things about PDIs, it's like a wall of immovable false assumptions that can make those who are burdened by them jump into false conclusions or assumptions instead of critically analyzing the truth and merit of what they are perceiving or listening to
As it stands right now I do believe the more I go into those details about my formation on this human body, the further most people on the physical world will actually truly understand me, as ironic as that might sound, but that's just how it is at the moment. Funnily enough it's actually easier to have people actually understand me and things about me by staying vague about some things like I usually do, and if vagueness about certain things is the best way to get the truth conveyed, vagueness it is (for now)
But yeah that's about it for now! I might put more things here if I feel like there's more that needs to be put here or can help other people understand me or what I am, we'll see c=